BREAKING NEWS – turns out I can run again!
Until now I was either too poorly or too scared to run as I’m not a big fan of falling, failing or more drama. For some reason I decided to give it a go this morning and what can I say – WOHAAA! It was 100% better than I could have imagined and it felt so good. Well, I better be careful with the word “feeling” as I can’t feel how fast I run or anything else, I only know my legs are moving but it feels as if they’re not mine. Crazy feeling but on the positive side I also never felt any pain while exercising. I ran all the way to our dog park, added a HIIT workout there and back. Of course it was a bit too much but I can’t stop myself once I’m in my hyper mood 🙂
Honestly, I thought this would never ever happen again in this life, that’s why I’m feeling very blessed as I know not all of my fellow MS Warriors can do that anymore or at least at the moment. That thought gives me the extra push as I’m definitely not taking it for granted. It took 2 years of physiotherapy, gym, the pool, all kind of exercises, lifestyle and diet change to get to this point, step by step, in tiny baby steps.
But now I’m here.
That doesn’t mean I’m doing that much better, I just learned how to deal with the daily craziness of MS and it doesn’t bother me a lot, I finally feel like I’m the boss now. My efficient day still ends around lunch, so combining my daily walk with my dog and exercise seemed like a smart idea.
My next goal – running the 5k for my hospital’s MS Center in April, only 6 weeks to go but it should be doable if nothing major happens in between and if I allow myself some extra rest. Fingers crossed 🙂